Im not the type who make alot of friends. Not that i'm anti-social. I do have a couple more friends than my usual circle, but there's really not a need to have sucha wide group of friends. Just knowing that the friends i always hang out with is reliable and trustworthy is enough for me. Why have many friends, but not most can understand you and your needs fully? What, you have a wide circle of friends to prove you're popular? Well, that's very shallow. We all know that friends come and go. But im happy enough to know i have a particular group of friends, girls especially, whom i can count on in rain or shine. Girls i gave my trust to. Girls i believe our friendship could go far. I dont need friends from all over the world because ive had my fair share of mending fragile friendships. Making friends is a vicious cycle. I wouldnt mind, at all cost, making friends with sincere people. But friends who befriend you just to have a 4-digit amt of friends in their facebook list, really, can just suck it.

Yes, my circle of friends is not as big as anyone else althou ive moved to a new school (because most of my friends from the old school goes to the same institution as me now). Face it, i dont really care. Im just thankful i have them because people like them make living worthwhile. People like them create meanings in my life. People like them make me look forward in life and days to come. People like them are the true meaning of friendships. People like them won't bore you even if you're stuck with them 24hours a day. In times of pain, they pass you coffee just to sit with you just to let the melancholy out of your veins. People like them are the ones i count on. And people like them are the ones i'm willing to sacrifice my life for. Like shopping for goods, i go for quality, not quantity. If having little friends is an issue and the subject of mockery, have a reality check. Who knows, you are the one missing out in life? Because as far as im concerned, im not troubled having little friends. I dont have low self-esteem due to my little social circle. Im not ashamed. To think you guys are still immature at this point of age, what a sorry lot ya'll are. Thank you girls for making my life colourful. And sorry, i dont need boys to make my world go around.

And then there are some who seems to have issues with me having a birthmark. Gosh, let's not be pretentious. Im sorry if you're born perfect, or so you claimed, cause i jollywell know no one is. I've been offered and asked times by my parents if i'd like a laser treatment, and advised by doctors to have my birthmark removed since i was a child. It's not like my family is poor or whatsoever. But whatever for? Ive stood firm by my decision not to have it removed eversince those days. And im grateful i never made the wrong choice. Yes ive grown up through tough times being mocked by my peers, but just so you know, what you think might break me will only make me a much stronger person. Because at the end of the day, it's all about accepting oneself. I could accept myself. I could accept my gift from God. There are reasons for everything. Maybe if i was born perfect, i'd probably be an arrogant stuck-up bitch. So, how come you can't accept seeing people with obvious flaws and imperfections that you have to leave sucha remark? Not once in my life was i depressed by the existence of a birthmark that all can see. Never. I could get depressed over my weight, but never my birthmark. Because why? Acceptance! What would i be if i cant accept myself for who i am? Because if i cant do it for myself, no one can. That is why, i dont give a fucking hood if you choose to mock me. There are many forms of karma, i believe. Why would i get angry over such matters. You deal with God, not me. Your comments won't hurt me, just that i find your irrational and childish behaviour rather puzzling. There are times when we're all sad with the lack of good looks, but those are just one of the days, like PMS. Really, i can't stand people who can't even accept themselves for who they are. You deserve the lowest form of respect for that, next to nothing at all. Im intolerant to people who keep on reminding themselves of how far they are from perfect. Because perfect never existed. Don't amuse me with your antics and obsessions to look like someone you're not. People like you don't deserve a place on planet Earth because you disgust me. We all can feel good, if not look good. Dont make perfection of how you look be the focus in life. There are alot more than that if your mindset isnt shallow. Life's beautiful and in every obstacle we have to go through, those are just little things that make your life different each moment. Learn to accept. The least you could do is, stop spreading your negative aura to those around you. Not everyone needs them! Beauty is from within, trust me.